inside me~

"to be in this fandom~is like riding a rollercoaster~

person with a heart attack or weak cannot ride this~"

in this whole condition now~

where HOMIN will comeback as TVXQ~

but only 2 of them..

& JYJ already go on with their new unit~

of course i am happy when they still got to perform on stage..

still can singing since music is what they love the most...

but..

to not be able to see them together as 5 now...

it really HURTS~

the pain is speechless..no word can ever describe it..

when suddenly i am so missing them..

i watch back their video.. their live performances..

& i cry while watching those...

it really painful..~

but...

i know..

the one that more painful than me is them~

5 of them..

they have been suffered so much from the lawsuit has been started...

which they always cover it with their angelic smile..

no 1 can ever expect their scar in their heart...

i really Love them so much~

my love towards them is not a love of a girl to a man..

NO~!!

i love them so much & happy if i can see they happy..

really happy~

wanna see their true smile..

wanna see they perform together as 5..

wanna see them made joke & tease with each other..

everything that related to 5 of them when they all together..

thats why i love them~

i love their talent..personality..everything

but for now..

although i cant see them as 5 for now...

i still gonna support & LOVE them like before..

maybe more than before..

because they are my 1st LOVE..

if i just leave them..leave this fandom..

i dont know which artist i'll gonna follow..

because only this 5 guys i'll follow each of thier everyday update..~

for now.. there are 5 more days for the next hearing of the lawsuit

i really hope they gonna win against this ****ing SME~!!

this SME is the 1 who made all of these chaos~!!

even they banned JYJ & HOMIN from contact with each other..

& chase JYJ out from SM..

they still want to make JYJ suffer~!!

but fans are more strong than u,SME~!!

1 day..u will lose~!!

for next year..i will anticipate all their activities..

HOMIN will make their comeback!!!

JYJ with their activity~~

i'll give my fullest love towards them~!!

saranghaeyo DBSK~!!!